Confesssions of an Accidental Siren

The purpose of this blog was originally to write about the past. To write about all of the craziness that has happened, and yet...things are still happening. If I wrote only about things sequentially, then you would miss on what's going on with me now. I am going to talk about both...and we have to see how it comes out.

Last night, Victor* had a soccer (football for some) match, and so he picked me up after class to go and watch the game. After the match he was going to take me back to my place, and on the way back, the topic of sex came up. Don't ask me how, because I don't know. We have had together 1 1/2 times. I say the 1/2 because the first time we had started...but my conscious kicked in and I had to tell him to stop. So Victor was telling me how guys like it when girls are responsive to them. How they like to hear a girl moan and stuff...just to know that they are enjoying it. I'm not the type to be screaming, moaning and stuff, I always thought that was for the porn movies (which I do not watch). He also said that I am very quite during sex...for reasons which I had already mentioned.

Where we are located (temporarily I should mention...me for my schooling, him for an internship), it is extremely hot. I had sent him a text a couple days back telling him that I can't believe it gets so hot down here, and he jokingly replied that I should come over to his place and take a shower, I replied that I might actually take him up on it one day. He recalled that conversation in the car and said that I should come over and take a shower at his place. I said no, that I could not do that, and that I was going to go back to my apartment. About two minutes away from my apartment, he was telling me that I need to practice. Asked what positions I had done, and said that I needed to be open to experimentation. I said I was, but that I just have not had the chance to be. Victor is such a guy, he told me that he was here and he could show me new things.

So long story short....we went back to his place took a shower together, and had sex...twice. If you are expecting details...then you're out of luck. The most I will say is that he was definitely trying to show me quite a few new positions...and I actually allowed myself to make a bit of noise. But it's funny because the first time he started it, I was just confused about how I felt about it...so he would try things and I would just laugh, and I actually was trying to make conversation with him.


*Real names are not used in this or any post.