Laziness

Laziness has kept me away from this blog, well and life. Luckily enough I happened to pass my class! Yes...one step closer to my future!!!

So I made a mistake, last night I told Victor that I loved him. And somewhere later when I was laying on his lap, he told me that I should not be "easy." In the sense that...guys like it when you play "shakara." You know, be in a relationship with them, but never let them know how much you like them. Well, I was semi-upset with him after that, but more with myself. I have never been the first person to say the L-word. And I did that this time...stupid stupid AS.

Well, I'll show him now. That's how it's supposed to be, well then he will never get any kind of affection from me. And maybe if I do that as well, I can forget about him. What kind of guy has that kind of attitude? Nonsense. He's hit a permanent dry spell with me...seriously.